Feb 12th

Well Jess has her good and bad days. They had told us to look for that, but it still bothers me to see her not feeling well. I am making sure that she is eating and drinking lots plus eating or drinking two yogurts a day. It is hard sometimes because she doesn't feel like it; and I am sure she is getting tired of it. But I told her that this is what she needs to be stronger to help herself get better. I don't know if I just don't have my mind around it yet...but the next chemo rounds coming up are bugging me...I think that I must have unconsciously wanted her to be finished after our trip to Portland last week...They haven't called us yet about it, so I told Jess even though we don't want to call, we need to see what is up. I am hoping that it will be on Monday so I can go since there isn't any school. I think that we have a big day the next week. I think the regiment is the PEG chemo (3 shots,what she is allergic to), the IV chemo, and the spinal!! :(

I will let you know as soon as I find out. Please keep her in your prayers.

Love to all,
Cindi