Monday, February 15, 2010

Feb 15th

Hello Everyone,

Sorry that I haven't written lately, but there really hasn't been any changes. Except Jess catching a cold, which I was really worried about, but the doctor says as long as she does not have a fever then she is okay. We went up to Sky Lake today so Jess could get her blood drawn, that way Medford could check her counts and make sure that she is okay to have chemo tomorrow and Weds. She has been kind of weak off and on, so I was unsure whether or not she was going to be strong enough. But, they called and said that everything was a go for the next two days. I have to admit that Jess and I were bummed. We both know that she has to have it, but I don't know...it has been hard since Portland. I know that I have told you all this before but this is really bothering me. I was talking to Pat tonight and I had to catch myself from crying. I just hate it and I hate to see her have to go through this and I know she has to, but it is super hard. I have to be strong for her and I know that she is dreading it more than I am. I had better get my mind set right, so that I am good for the next couple of days. Sorry that I dumped that all on you, but I had to get it out, lol. She has two different IV chemo treatments tomorrow and then the spinal. Weds she has the three shot PEG chemo, that is the one she is allergic to, so please keep her in your prayers. She needs lots of strength and positive energy sent her way.

Love to all,
Cindi xoxoxo

1 comment:

  1. Hi Cindi,
    I am so sorry that you're struggling right now. I can't even imagine all that you are going through. All of us continue to pray for Jess and your entire family. Life has this wonderful little way of keeping all of super busy, but please turn to God always and your friends when you need them. Remember that friends are there through thick and thin, good and bad - that's the way friendship should work. Remember how much you and your wonderful Jess are cared for, prayed for, and loved. Please never hesitate to let me know if there's anything I can ever do for any of you.
    Warm hugs, love, and prayers,
    Kimberley, Richard, and Morgan

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